11-8-07 #2

Been consistent is such a weakness to me, I'm living my life with full of lacking this and that all the time. Sometimes I just want to imagine what would my life be if I always had a fit body and one or few favorite sports and music instruments. Wouldn't it be just nice to have such hobbies? I thought to myself. "Life is a box of chocolate, you never know what you gonna get." Such a great description. I think sometimes life is like that, always regrets with the things you haven't done or the things you gave up. I decided to lose my huge amount of fat when I was in elementary school, but sometimes great decisions makes a reverse effect. I gained more and more fat in my life in America, because the food is just too unhealthy here. With a busy schedule, you just want to eat something easy, something like......fast food, which I had today for breakfast and lunch. By eating them really made me guilty, because I can just feel the junk going into my stomach and going around in circles in my body, makes me sick. Mom had been telling me that fast food is not in the pyramid of food, so I guess that means junk food don't belong to food.