11-6-07

I woke up pretty late today, even though I slept at 1 something last night. The noise of the lawn woke me up from the dream of not able to pee...... Which delayed my shower time, because the worker outside was watering the half green grass which hasn't been watered for a pretty long time. I was suppose to take over the job and water the plants, trees and the grass. When I walked out my basement door, I saw the dog that belongs the guy that just came back from the Philippines last night. The dog wasn't on a leash, so he was actually digging my trash bag that's beside bunch of my "destroyed" shoes. The thing that impressed me about my shoes is every time Dodo did something wrong, which he has chewed one or two of my shoes up, he knows that he did something wrong and hides, reminds me a lot of my childhood. I enjoyed the one hour that I spent with my dog and the dog upstairs. Dodo gets jealous even when I tried to touch the dog upstairs (I just don't remember the name of the dog upstairs). I finally put my punching bag up on the tree, which is pretty embarrassing to hit it even I'm in a mood of doing some morning exercising. Because I feel embarrassed when my neighbors or the people that are passing by look at me. Feels funny, but I think I will screw that old punching bag at night when nobody's looking. I finally turned off the water and pulled myself to shower, the new showerhead really really works, the water seems more fresh and clean, washed all my morning sleepiness away. Alex called me and asked me to lunch, so I went, thinking why is he leaving again, he seems a lot nicer today, maybe is because he is leaving again in 4 days. I'll miss him a lot. He said something I never thought he would say, he was telling me that he is turning 26. Something was behind this sentence. I want to help him, in anyway, but for knowing him so long, I just don't know what he really needs, even though I know, is just so hard for me and him to communicate. He paid for lunch, maybe because he's leaving again and he wants to treat me something without looking weird such as a gift or something. Haha, we are like that always. I felt like I just finished Fast and Furious, and I'm driving like I'm in Tokyo. Every time I drive into the parking lot, I feel like I'm going to get another ticket, still have 3 more tickets to pay. I guess I'll pass on the big one, I might just go to court for it. Time goes really fast, I remember the first time I watched the movie "Forrest Gump" was when it just came out, which is the year of 1994. I was 9 years old, still have a normal family which I was still living with my parents, mom and dad, and that movie really impressed me and had a huge impact in my life. I wished I was him even though he wasn't very smart. I didn't understand the things he was doing, I had no idea about the Vietnam war, no idea about where he was and what he was doing. But at last, I understood that life is just like the way it is. Life's good, nothing to be afraid of, run, George, run!!!