Can't get out of the circle.

I almost let myself get into blood. So shaking, with only something that can't be bigger than a mouse's poop. Did not enjoy it at all, because of my grown up mind. Kinda hated it, hopefully things like that would never happen again.

happy

Happy funeral?
看完6楼后座2之后的感触。
好感动。都哭出来了。有时觉得真得很满足。虽然还是有顾虑，可是心里还是觉得很满足。
成功/失败？
成功的人所得到的是有限的，失败的人所失去的也是有限的。
开心/伤心？
一分一秒的感觉，到底是不是那么的重要呢？
笑/哭？
核桃露/毒药。This is for you。
他和她的房间，在下楼拐角的第一间。